be strong

19/11/2011 raining @ this moment..... i guess due to bibi busy with work n sick we might not be meeting le.... feel sad n disppointed as agree ytd tht i'll be going over to look for him.... haiz... but work is more impt i should be understanding towards him....开始要习惯没有他风雨不改在我身旁的陪伴，他要努力工作我们才能存钱，才能有我们的未来。。。。。。BiBi, jia you.... felt heartache to see you this way... u never know while u'll sleeping n i looking @ u my tears drop... u nv knowing how i wish i'm e one who fall sick who suffer all this..... nvm i guess u rather is u fall sick... hahaha we just like funny couple......
jia u, jia u bibi we shell hold hand in hand to face our future....

Bu kai Xin de Wo

I felt upset cos... i did somethings tht cause others to be hurt or unhappy w me... i hate myself... when can i stop doing all tht... can i just kept slient dun even say anything... just kept it in heart then say it out to hurt others.... rather suffer myself then hurt others.... hurting someone u love n care in life... jiu hao xiang sheng bu ru si.... just Hoping this feeling will gone soon.... had been 8hrs plus nv eat n drink anything le... waking up @ 2 plus had just been sitting down in the living rm playing my lappy.... wo hen bu kai xin... do wht ever things also mean nthing to me now.... haven bath, haven eat.... just stting down facing my lappy i also can day dream of how upset others is or maybe disapointed in me...

于他的开始！

From the beginning of FB to MSN to wats app is just like happen ytd yet Saturday is our 1st Monthsary... From being a stranger to knowing each other to start chatting n first meet up now thinking back is so sweet of him always be there for me no matter wht happen n how bz he is.... Aft knowing him I know tht he is e one in my life... He is e one I wanted to hold on till my last breath.